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| Time flew quite fast. It's another 3 weeks before I see Flo again! I am now feeling excited. =) This is especially prevailing when I planned for our India trip few days ago. Then, I realised that India may not be a very bad choice anyway.
I could participate in WWOOF program (http://www.wwoofindia.org/). Basically, we would help out in the farm or anywhere for that matter to support green, and in return, we would be given facilities such as bungalow, bicycle, etc (depends on the host). Isn't it a great plan? To contribute a little to the world, has contact with the local and lead an indian life, for once in a while. I thought this idea is thrilling and exciting. Plus, it's just going to be a 3-4 days with 5hours/day affair. so not much hard labor involved.
I also come across another place which is quite resort like, named "Elephant Valley" (http://www.elephantvalleyhotel.com/). It's amazing here. People practise eco-farming. We would have the chance to go for trekking, farming (wait, am I so into farming?), herbal workshop, horse-riding, nature walk.. All these thrills me.
I just get more excited when I came across these wonderful places. Make me realise that India may not be a too bad place anyway. I'm sure I'm gonna love it. =)
Aside from the trip planning, I have started to plan for the courses I want to take for my last semester. I went around asking my friends about the courses to take together... but apparently, I forgot that a lot of them are going for an exchange. For a moment, I feel lonely. haha. I have no buddy to bid courses together! =(
Another couple friend of mine is going to exchange together. How nice. =) I envy them inevitably. I can't help but to always envy couple who can do normal activities together, who are always involved in each other's daily life. Whenever you want to see him, you can. Just go over his place or meet somewhere. But things aren't going to be the same if it's LD. That's a really big minus. =( sigh.
I really dislike the fact that we have to separate not long after we are together. Maybe that's our destiny. We fit each other so well back then. Will we still be?
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| There are too many surprises today! I'm still in the state of SHOCK. But I'm happy.
=) =) =)
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| I am really touched by Mehmet. He is my neighbour back in Netherlands. He sent me a parcel today.
He told me before that he would like to get a piece of Berlin Wall and has been looking for it but to no avail. When I was in Berlin, I remembered his wish and get him one! I asked Flo to give to him. and he promised me that he would get me the wall of the university. HAHAHA. Wonder what is it? Looked quite ugly. HAHAHAHA. and his handwriting is super ugly too. haha, lawyer's handwriting. hahaha Nevertheless, it is one of the best gift I've ever received. I really love his thoughfullness.
I love Mehmet!

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| Aditya - a good friend of mine, came to Medan. We met for dinner tonight. Something funny happened.
I: "Do you already has any plan tonight?" A: "Yeah, but am not sure where." I: "Can you please let me know soon?" A: "I can't find the person. Why don't you came to the hotel?" I: "Sure"
I reached the hotel and in 5 minutes, we were in the car - ready for next destination. Before... his dad said "cemara asri" I was like, that's where I came from and lived in! So, the point is, I went back home. haha. it's only 5 minute away. What a huge coincidence! =) =) =)
This friend of mine is a very good man, but probably he'd need to learn to give less compliments. HAHAH.
Oh, I'm going to Jakarta this coming Thurs.. for 5 days probably. weeeeeeeeeeeeee.
On another note, I have been feeling moody recently... I don't like the feeling of getting used to not having Flo around... Sometimes, it's to a point that I can't feel his special status as my boyfriend. I am about to forget the feeling of being by his side... I can't recall how he hugs, kisses...
There's once when we were talking and he missed small details. I was a little annoyed and some words came too fast:" You are not listening..." He defensed: "Not knowing small details don't mean I'm not listening" I can't find words for I know he's right and I'm a little too proud at that time to say anything. I did apologise later. Sometimes, I miss him like crazy. I think about him everyday - before and after sleep. Some day, I can't be bothered or don't feel like talking to him completely. Renee told me it's a normal cycle, really?
Gah gah. going to bed might be a better idea. Good night!
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| Almost fainted this morning. I thought I was ill this morning when I felt a little nauseous and headache. Till... I was in the car... then I remembered I haven't eaten for at least 24 hours!
NO WONDER.
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